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  Jackson’s Jewel

  ( Awakening Desires - 5 )

  N. J. Walters

  The last thing Jackson Connors wants is a housekeeper. He likes his life just as it is-solitary and uncomplicated. Emerald Jewel is a New York designer with a stalker on her trail. She needs a place to hide out and Jackson's farm is the perfect solution to her problem. The last thing she wants is to be attracted to her sexy new boss. Neither of them is prepared for the explosion of passion that flares between them. They try to resist, but the desire will not be denied. Jackson knows Emerald's life is in New York and his is on the farm. He'll eventually have to let her go, but he's not about to let her face this threat on her own. But the stalker is getting closer to finding Emerald and will stop at nothing to possess her. As the threat around her escalates, she must face leaving Jackson to draw the danger away from the man she's coming to love.

  Jackson's Jewel

  Awakening Desires - 5

  by

  N. J. Walters

  Chapter One

  Emerald Jewel glanced nervously in her rearview mirror, her hands tightening around the steering wheel as a black pickup pulled out to pass her. He can’t find you here. She repeated the mantra over and over but it did no good. She didn’t believe it. The truck pulled alongside her and she risked a look. The young man driving the other vehicle gave her a wink and a nod before pulling ahead of her.

  Her heart pounding, her breathing shallow, Emerald eased her foot off the gas and pulled her car onto the shoulder of the road. When she’d come to a complete stop, she leaned her head against the steering wheel and took a deep breath. Slowly her breathing returned to normal and her heartbeat calmed. Her hands were trembling as she peeled them away from the wheel. Sweat rolled down her back, making her shiver even though it was a hot summer day.

  She dragged a nervous hand across her forehead. Her life had gone from wonderful to terrifying in the past two months and she still couldn’t quite figure out how it had happened. When the first flower, a beautiful white orchid, had arrived at the offices of Sisters’ Jewels, the company she owned with her two sisters, she’d been charmed. There had been no card to indicate who had sent it and her sisters, Topaz and Sapphire, had teased her endlessly about her secret admirer.

  Emerald had been flattered at first and had placed the orchid on the corner of her desk, enjoying its fragrance and beauty as she worked on her designs. Sisters’ Jewels sold accessories, scarves, journals, stationery, cards and jewelry out of their small New York boutique. Her older sister, Topaz, was the brains behind the business operations while her younger sister, Sapphire, was the creative force behind their unique jewelry creations. Emerald used her artistic background to create designs for cards, stationery, covers for journals and gift bags, and she’d recently branched out into designing fabric for the new scarves and purse line they wanted to carry.

  A rose had arrived the following week, a lily the week after. Then had come the chocolates and the slim volume of very graphic erotic poetry. At that point, she and her sisters had started to worry. Topaz had wanted to contact the police, but Emerald hadn’t seen the point. No crime had been committed. She’d tried to laugh it off, but she’d started looking at all the males she knew, wondering if it could be any of them.

  Opening her eyes, she leaned her head back against the seat and sighed. She’d racked her brains trying to figure out who could be sending her these things, but she’d drawn a blank. Who knew how many men she came in contact within the run of a day? There was the grocery store, the coffee shop, the subway… The list went on and on.

  There was no way she could imagine her ex-boyfriend, Beau Vater, sending them. After all, she’d broken it off with him six months ago when she’d caught him cheating on her. Yes, he’d made a few overtures about getting back together, but she’d been adamant in her refusal. She hadn’t dated since they’d split, so there were no new boyfriends to worry about.

  Now that her nerves were calm, she put the car in gear and eased back onto the pavement. Ignoring the scenery around her, she continued to think as she drove. The only other men in her life on a regular basis were Fred Kirby, who delivered the mail to Sisters’ Jewels every day, and Derek Locke, longtime friend and son of their parents’ former manager.

  “It can’t be either one of them.” Her voice sounded desperate even to herself. She licked her dry lips, no longer believing her own words.

  The letters had been the next thing to arrive. Computer-generated and printed on plain white paper, they contained graphic suggestions about what the sender wanted to do to her. She swallowed hard, glad she hadn’t eaten yet today or she might have lost whatever food had been in her belly. As it was, her stomach churned. The possessiveness in the tone had been frightening and she’d finally given in to her sisters’ pleas and gone to the police.

  She’d come away from that experience feeling more alone than ever. Although they were sympathetic, there wasn’t much they could do. They took the letters and dusted them for prints. There were none. The postmark was local, but there was no way to trace it to whoever sent it. The paper and envelopes could be bought just about anywhere. Unless she could give them some ideas, the most they could suggest was being careful about going anywhere alone.

  The police had suggested that it could be a crazed fan of their parents. Moon and Aloysius Jewel had been well-known folk singers in the late Sixties and early Seventies. They toured worldwide and had been very successful. The onset of disco and her mother’s first pregnancy had led them to retire.

  Her father might have been a hippie, but he’d also found he had a talent for business. He’d parlayed their money into quite a bit more and now her parents lived in upstate New York on a large, private estate. That is, when they weren’t traveling around the world. The births of all three of the girls had been a huge media event, but over the years, they’d been mostly forgotten about, except by diehard fans. Emerald supposed it could be a fan of her parents, but she really didn’t think so.

  They were in Europe at the moment and knew nothing about the stalker. Both Topaz and Sapphire had wanted to tell their parents, but Emerald didn’t want to worry them. If her father knew, he’d have them all locked behind the gates of the family estate with a battalion of security guards positioned around the perimeter. At the moment, that didn’t sound like such a bad idea.

  The ribbon of road in front of her blurred and she blinked. All of a sudden, she realized that the interior of the car was extremely hot. Flicking the air-conditioning up higher, she let the cool air wash over her heated flesh. She shivered, but at least the blast of air made her more alert.

  The final straw had come over the past two weeks. Someone had hacked into her e-mail account and started writing nasty letters to all her friends and business contacts. By the time she’d discovered what was going on and had taken steps to stop it, Sisters’ Jewels had almost lost a very lucrative deal with a large, upscale clothing chain who wanted to carry a line of their products. Emerald had spent days on the phone contacting everyone she knew and explaining that she’d been the victim of a hacker. At first, she’d believed it was just a random attack, but she’d gotten another note from her stalker. He didn’t like her working. According to his letter, she should be singing like her parents had, not slaving in a tacky little shop.

  Crazed fan suddenly went to the top of her list of possibilities.

  At least that had ruled out Derek. She loved him like a brother, but he barely managed to keep his e-mail and appointments straight. The man was a genius at promotion and wheeling and dealing, but his computer skills were just average. In typical Derek fashion, he’d learned what he needed to get by—no more, no less.

  When she’d started receiving
packages at the apartment she shared with her two sisters, Emerald had moved beyond fear and into terror. This person knew where she lived, had likely been watching her. The final package had arrived just yesterday morning. Large and flat, it had seemed harmless enough, but they weren’t taking any chances. They’d called the police.

  Her phone rang. Emerald jumped, her heart starting to pound again. “Get a grip,” she admonished herself as she pulled over onto the shoulder of the road and fished her phone out of her handbag. She’d told her sisters she’d keep in touch, but she hadn’t talked to them since breakfast this morning and it was now after two in the afternoon.

  They had protested her leaving and going off by herself, but she’d been adamant. She hoped by leaving that she’d draw the threat away from her sisters. A spark of hope flickered inside her. Maybe they’d heard something from the private investigator they’d hired. “Hello.”

  “Wasn’t my last present to your liking?” The voice was distorted but distinctly male. Emerald froze.

  “Who is this?” Her voice was little more than a whisper.

  He laughed and the sound sent chills racing over her flesh. “You belong to me, Emerald. Once you admit that, then things will get easier for everyone.”

  She closed her eyes and swallowed heavily. She was dealing with a lunatic. The last package had contained a long, white wedding gown as well as a pair of heavy black handcuffs. This guy was sick! “I don’t belong to anyone, you jerk.”

  “Temper, temper.” He chuckled. “I know you think you can run.” He paused for a moment. “I hope you enjoyed your overnight stay in Jaffrey.”

  Emerald’s hand flew to her throat. She’d stayed at an inn in that town last night and gassed up her car there this morning. She’d purposely been taking a winding path on this trip so no one would be able to find her. “How could you know?” She hadn’t meant to whisper the words aloud, but he heard them.

  “I know everything about you, my black-haired beauty.” The good humor fled his voice and it became as hard as ice. “You belong to me.”

  “No!” she screamed. “You leave me alone.”

  “I’m coming for you, Emerald,” he taunted. “Watch for me.”

  The line went dead and she sat there shaking for the longest time. The occasional car passed her and when one of them started to slow down, she flung her phone in her purse, put her foot on the gas and spun back onto the road.

  How could he have found her? The answer when it hit her was obvious—credit cards. She’d used her credit card this morning when she’d paid for her hotel room and her gas. This guy was even smarter than she’d imagined. After all, if he could hack into her e-mail account it was possible he had skill enough to track her credit cards.

  Emerald gripped the wheel tightly and marshaled her thoughts. Okay, she couldn’t use her credit cards or her bank card. Any kind of electronic transaction would leave a trail for him to follow. She’d been traveling all day and thankfully hadn’t used her cards, so he had no way of knowing exactly where she was.

  The sign loomed in the distance. “Welcome to Meadows,” she said aloud. This was as good a place as any to get some supplies and check out her cash situation. She pulled into the parking lot of a local convenience store and shut off the car. Her skin was clammy, her hands shaky as she fumbled with her wallet. She counted out a hundred and eighty-five dollars and twenty-three cents. Not enough to elude a stalker. She needed money and a place to hide out while she figured out what to do.

  Her stomach growled loudly, reminding her that she hadn’t eaten anything all day. Opening the car door, she climbed out. The blast of heat hit her hard, but it felt good against her clammy skin. It was so hot she could see the heat shimmering just above the pavement. Wiping her sweaty hands over the legs of her jeans, she grabbed her purse, shut the car door and strolled over to the store.

  Her legs were wobbly, but they held. She needed food and she needed an inexpensive place to stay for the night while she figured out what to do. The bell over the door jingled when she walked inside. The woman behind the counter smiled at her and went back to ringing up her customer.

  Emerald strolled down the aisle, trying to find something that might sit well in her stomach. She went down the first row and back up the next without finding anything that tempted her. As she reached the front of the store again, she noticed a large bulletin board filled with notices. Curiosity pulled her toward it.

  Trucks for sale, property for sale, a few for rent signs and a smattering of community notices peppered the board. Not much to help her. Emerald figured it was best to ask the woman on the front cash if there was an inexpensive place to stay. The locals always knew the best spots. She made up her mind that she’d also ask about a good, but cheap, restaurant. She needed to get some real food in her stomach before she collapsed in a heap.

  She started to turn away, but a notice in the top right-hand corner caught her eye. Help wanted! Need temporary housekeeper/cook for local farm. Room and board included. Emerald stared at the note, reading it again and again. This could be the answer to her prayers. Room and board meant that there would be no record for anyone to trace. The fact that it was on a farm was a bonus. Farms tended to be fairly isolated. This could be perfect. She didn’t worry about the work aspect. Her mother hadn’t spoiled any of her daughters and they all knew how to cook and clean.

  Ripping the notice off the board, Emerald turned and marched toward the front counter. This was the break she’d been looking for.

  Chapter Two

  “You did what?” Jackson Connors glared at his sister. She smiled at him, blithely ignoring his growing anger.

  “I hired you a housekeeper.” Erin shook her head and threw her hands in the air. “Honestly, Jackson, this place is a disaster zone.”

  He scrubbed his hand through his reddish-brown hair as he glanced around the kitchen. So there were dishes piled on the counter and in the sink. Yeah, the mail was strewn across the table, the beautiful hardwood floor that he’d stripped and refinished last winter was grungy and the garbage can definitely needed to be emptied. He winced at the mess. He didn’t even want to consider the state of the bathroom or his bedroom. He was just thankful that he’d put away his camera and his latest photos last night before he’d turned in for the evening. “I’ve been busy.”

  That was certainly an understatement. He was running the family apple farm by himself now that both Erin and Nathan had married and moved out. Yes, he’d hire help when it came time to pick the apples, but for now he was doing almost all the work himself. It was August and that meant that the hay and alfalfa that he’d planted on the land he leased from Erin’s husband, Abel, had to be harvested and baled. He sold that to surrounding farms for extra cash.

  Added to that, he also had another job that no one else knew about. Several years back he’d started taking pictures over the winter months to help pass some of the time when he wasn’t working. That hobby had grown into a passion. On a whim, he’d submitted a few of his photos to contests, and to his surprise, had won several. A gallery owner who’d wanted to feature some of his shots in his shop had approached him. At first Jackson had been skeptical, but he’d ultimately agreed to give it a try. His skepticism had turned to shock when he’d gotten his first check.

  His hobby was now providing him with a savings account that was going to allow him to buy out his sister and brother’s share of the farm. Now that they had lives of their own, they didn’t need the farm. But he did. It was as much a part of him as the color of his hair or the sound of his voice. His goal was to secure it as his very own.

  Erin’s features softened as she strolled over to him, wrapped her arms around his waist and hugged him tight. “I know.” She tilted her head up, her face serious. “That’s why you need some extra help around the house.” She stepped back and held up her hand before he could protest further. “It’s only temporary. Just until the end of the apple season. Think how nice it would be to come home to a clean house,
a cooked meal and fresh sheets on the bed.”

  It would be nice, but Jackson didn’t want some stranger in his home. “I don’t think so.”

  “I already told her to come this morning.”

  “Then you can wait here and tell her to leave.” He loved his sister, but there was no way he was having some stranger poking around his home while he wasn’t here.

  “No.” She pursed her lips and got a stubborn expression on her face that he recognized all too well. He ignored it. He was more stubborn than she could ever hope to be. “You wait and tell her. I hired her in good faith.”

  “I don’t have time for this foolishness.” Dumping the last of his coffee in the kitchen sink, he piled his mug alongside the rest of the dirty dishes. He’d get to them later today he promised himself. Ignoring his sister’s dark glare, he headed for the back door.

  “I can’t help out here any longer, Jackson.”

  He whirled, a sarcastic comment on his lips, but he swallowed it back. Now that she had her own home with her husband, he didn’t see her enough for his liking. Yes, he saw her practically every day, but it just wasn’t the same. Nothing was the same anymore.

  Just a year ago all three of them had been living here and working the farm together. Nathan had worked it part-time as he was a deputy sheriff with the town, but Erin had spent many hours working alongside him in the orchards while running her own blueberry farm. He missed the way things used to be.

  “Look. I know you mean well.” He softened his tone. “But I really don’t want or need the help. I know you’re busy with your own farm and with Abel. Don’t worry about me. I’ll be fine.”

  Tears shimmered in her eyes and he swore inwardly. Erin rarely cried, so this meant that she was really upset about this. Shit! He could feel his resolve weakening. She shook her head and started toward him. Her face suddenly paled and she swayed where she stood. Jackson leapt forward, wrapped his arm around her and guided her into a chair.